I think I know the reasons why
you make me feel so very shy
I feel restricted from being me
And nothing will change watch and see
I need to feel I can do whatever
Or I will never be that clever
To do the things I think of doing
And before I know it you’ll be going
And I’ll never have said the things I should
And if you leave I never could
I think you know I care for you
but I think you care just a little bit too
I wish I could say things like I like this
And how I felt like when we kiss
Or how I love you dimples when you smile
God, why can’t I keep you for more than a while
this will be the biggest heartbreak I have ever had
I know it now and it really sucks so bad
like how sexy your lips are when you talk
or I love every single step in your walk
There are so many things I love about you
It drives me fucking crazy I don’t know what to do
I swear I hope one day you find all these poems
so you know that this is your home
here with me to forever be
would make me so happy you would see.
2005 originally written by myself